It’s YOUR birthday!

Hindi man ako makapag blog ng derechong english..sa tingin ko sapat na din ang salitang alam ko para ipahayang kung gaano ako kasaya at nilikha MO ako..  note:heavy tagalog blog

Bukas na start ng Simbang gabi… hindi ko nakumpleto yung last year..kaya siguro hindi masyadong naging maayos ang taon na to…maraming nawala sa akin/ sa amin ng pamilya ko…maraming masamang balita ang dumaan… pero dahil hindi ako bumitaw… at patuloy na nanalig sayo…mas madalas pa din na lumilipas lang ang mga pagsubok ng hindi namamalayan…

Pinapangako ko na gagawin ko ang lahat makumpleto ang Simbang Gabi this year.. pangbawi na din sa mga panahong dapat nasa tahanan MO po ako..pero dahil masyadong naging busy eh nakakalimutan ko yung obligasyon ko bilang anak MO… una sa lahat…this blog is a summary of the whole year of me being faithful and truthful to YOU…syempre madami din akong nagawang masama…but I’d rather say thank YOU dahil I assume po na napatawd NIYO na ko…

Thank YOU po dahil buo pa din ang pamilya ko, walang sakit at masaya…nagpapasalamat din po ako dahil kabilang kami sa ilang masuswerteng pamilyang nagkakasama kapag Pasko..Masaya kapag kumpleto ang pamilya mula Simbang gabi hanggang Noche Buena at hanggang sa birthday MO.. salamat po at alam kong nasa piling niyo na yung mga mahal namin sa buhay na binawi niyo na..

Gusto ko ring magpasalamat dahil kahit malayo ako sa mga isa ko pang kamag-anak eh hindi namn masyadong malayo hindi katulad ng mga kamag-anak namin sa ibang bansa… Gusto ko pong ipagpasalamat dahil nakatagpo ako ng mga pinaka rare na tao sa mundo….ang mga kaibigan ko…na kahit hindi man kami perfect as individual I believe na the best kami kapag magkakasama…mamimiss ko po sila… :(

My one and only wish for the coming year is to be happy and contended..everything comes after that… If I will be happy and contented with my life…ibig sabihin…walang anumang situation makakapagpawala ng paniniwala ko SA’YO…

Too late

It’s too late…too late para bawiin kita…What happened to us? We were supposed to be the best of friends…we lost communication and then, voila! you already had a loved one…”What to do?” I’m pretending that I am not affected nung may nagsabi sakin na taken ka na.. ganito ang face ko nung moment na yun.. 0_0 ..but deep in my heart I’m like this T_T </3 WTF…when did this happened??… I’m his friend and I don’t even know??nalaman ko pa from a stranger…unfair…Am I the only one who treated you special??

Two different views..we’re two different person, with different attitude and characters..kaya nga tayo nagkasundo eh..sau yung buntot ng isda akin yung ulo…hindi tayo nagaaway..wala tayong hindi pinagkakasunduan…lahat ng bagay sinasabi mo sakin, and ganun din ako sayo.. We WERE inseparable..akala nga ng mga friends namin kami na…He is very protective to me, he never wants to see me sad and crying.. He is not into alcoholic drinks..pero nagawa niyang tumikim para lang damayan ako…

And then..a year past..lumipat sila ng boarding house..malayo sa boarding house namin…At first wala namang nagbago..pumunta ka pa rin sa boarding house..friends pa din tayo… I knew right then that I love you… May nagsuggest sayong friends natin kung what if ligawan mo ko? At ang napakasakit mong sagot?? “Mas pipiliin kong maging kaibigan siya kasi dun kami mas okay eh, baka kapag naging kami at nag away kami wala ng friendship” Ouch????!!!!sooobra…bumabaon eh… I cried the whole night and then woke up and meet you at school na parang walang nangyari…

Months have passed..parang nawawala ka na…I texted you..busy ka..oo sa DOTA..ganun ka din naman dati..pero at least nasa isang computer shop tayo..masyado bang malayo? Okay lang siguro kung ako yung magcocomputer dyan dba??But that did not happened.. Unti unti pero masakit…nawawala ka na…you’re not texting me…you’re not calling anymore..wala ka na sa tapat ng boarding house lagi…I miss you…so much.. But there’s nothing I can do..pareho tayong nagaaral…pareho tayong may sariling buhay

And then..years have passed…malapit na tayong magraduate…sobrang naalala kita this pass few days…Na realize ko..ikaw pa din eh..kahit sobrang tagal na at madami ng akala ko ay pumalit sayo..at the end of all this..ikaw pa rin pala… And then nakita kita…after I guess 100 years?? nakangiti ka..parang yung dating ngiti mo pa din…and your eyes… MY GOD..THOSE EYES.. they also smile as you smile… Nag HI ako sayo..and then nag HI ka din.. THAT’S IT???!!! ganun lang?? 

OH well…I guess dapat ata sinabi ko na sayo dati pa na mahal kita…anu kayang magiging reaksyon mo?..tatanggapin mo kaya ako?? masaya pa rin kaya tayo hanggang ngayon? Ikaw pa rin ba kaya ang “CRINKLES” ko? Yung mga questions na hindi nasagot…yung mga doubts na hanggang ngayon dala dala ko pa din…masakit pero wala na kong magagawa…

Ayokong magtanong sayo…pero in the end natalo ako…

I asked you:”May GF ka na pala?”

You answered: “Oo, nung last month pa”

Me: (ouch) “Ah..antagal na pala” (sobrang sakit, nakakaiyak)

You: “Oo eh..sorry hindi ko nasabi”

Me: “Just be happy..that’s good enough for me..” (dakila)

——only for you CRINKLES…

Being a nurse means…

you will never be bored..

you are always frustrated..

you will carry immense responsibility..

and a very little authority..

you will step into person’s lives..

and you will make difference..

some will bless you, some will curse you..

you will see people at their best..

and their worst..

you will see life begin and end..

you will experience resounding triumph..

and devastating failure..you will cry a lot..

you will laugh a lot..

you will know what it is to be a human..

and to be humane..

Reblog if he is the most handsome man for you.

lynguitargoddess:

theotherathlete:

diannepm:

HE will always be my man . :)

my one and only Boyfriend<3

 I love You, Jesus :)

mahal ko po si Jesus

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